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Another WishI wish I could be with you
I wish I could just hear your voice
Hear your soft, wonderful, sweet voice
I wish I could hear it for forever and a day
I wish I could hold you
Feel your warmth against my body
Just lay my head against your chest
And hear your beating heart
Feel your fingers running through my hair
I just wish you were here
I want you here
I want you with me
Forever and ever
I dont ever want to lose what I have with you
I dont want to lose this feeling I have
The feeling I feel when I hear your voice
It has no words this feeling
But I want to keep it forever
In LoveI just want him to be here
I just want to see his smiling face
Smiling back at mine
I want to embrace him
Hug him and never let go
I just want to kiss him
I want him to kiss me back
I never want us to be separated
I never want us to lose contact
I just want us to live on together
Just live together forever and ever
I just want us to be together
I never want us to be apart
I never want to lose you
And when I say I love you
I want to hear in your soothing voice
I love you too
We will both know
That forever we will love each other
And never leave each others side
WonderingI walk through the forest
I see all this wildlife
and I wonder
Where did all of it come from?
It couldnt have just appeared
I keep walking seeing so many different things
And I still wonder the same question
Where did all this come from?
ChangeWhy cant things be the same?
Why cant they just go back to being normal?
Almost as if none of this has ever happened...
Why cant it go back to those happy times...
When it seemed like nothing could happen?
Why did it suddenly have to change?
Change to a time where you said it was all a lie...
And act as if nothing ever happened?
Why cant you see that it has hurt us all...?
Why cant you just see that?
Why cant you take us back to the way things were...?
In stead of making us suffer with the pain.
You just cant see that...
Or you do but ignore it
Because you are too blind with your love...
I want to make you see
But I dont know how.
I dont think I ever will.
Why cant you just see with your own eyes
Instead of making someone else be your eyes
And see for you?
TogetherI wish you were here
Here to embrace me in your arms
To feel the warmth of your body against mine
I wish you were here
Just so we could be together again
Just so we could see each other again
I wish you were here
Here to give you a kiss
To just see your smile and your beautiful eyes looking into mine
I wish you were here
So we could go back to all those wonderful times we once had together
Oh how I wish you were here
So I could wake in the morning to you sleeping there next to me
I wish you were here
Just so I could stop crying every night
Just so we could say 'I love you' to each other everyday for the rest of our lives
Oh how I miss you and wish you were here
GoodbyeAs I watched the days go by
fearing the day that you'd have to leave and say goodbye
I tried my best to be there for you
When your times were tough at home
Ever since we met and really got to know each other
You have been here with me every day
No matter what
And even when those days you said that I should forget you
because you'll be leaving and didnt want to hurt me and said it was for the best
But I didnt care
I wanted to be with you
Even knowing that day will come when you'd have to leave
I have stood by you
Knowing that day will come
And so it has
And I am still standing by you for when you return
The tears that I have cried when you were gone
will stop and the happy times will begin again
forever and ever
And you'll always know
When your here or when your gone
I will always and forever
love you with all my heart
FlyingWhen I watch the birds fly and float through the air
I wish that I was up there soaring in the wind with my wings opened wide
Catching the air currents as I go without a care in the world
And how I wish I was up there soaring, but I'm stuck down here in this horrible place
Just wishing to be free like the birds
AwayWhy cant I get away?
Why cant I get away from these feelings?
These feelings of anger, sadness, and loneliness.
Why cant I just get away?
Why cant I just get away and free myself of these feelings?
All I want to do is get away, but I realize I cant
I realize I'm stuck here with these dreams that wont come true
So why cant I just get away
AloneWhen I walk across the beach
I can feel the breeze through my hair
and hear the waves crash against the rocks
And when I stop and look out across the sea
I remember all the good times I had with my friends
But then I remember how they have all passed,
have gone and have left me alone with no one
I try to go back to those happy times
but every time I try I am still left here alone
And even when I think I have a new friend
that person just passes away and leaves me with no one
And now since everyone has left
I feel as if no one cares anymore
I feel dead inside and feel that my life is not worth living
But then I remember why I am here
and that keeps me from doing anything that would keep me from my mission
Even though all throughout the days
I feel as if no one cares or notices me
I remember that I was here for a purpose
And no matter how hard the days and battles get
I remember I'm doing this to free myself from the chains that keep me from my freedom
A Turning Point in the Clockwork WarA war of attrition
depends on supply and drawdown,
how much you have and how much you use up.
With personnel, the balance concerns
the influx of recruitment versus
the outflow of casualties, deserters, invalids.
There is only so much loss
that a fighting force can sustain
and still fight.
Pilot Claude Archer was the first
to challenge his invalid discharge.
"I don't need legs to fly," he said,
patting the healed stumps of his thighs.
"My Osprey runs on elbow grease."
The members of the discharge board
paused and looked at each other.
What he said was true.
The Osprey-class fighter jets
relied on hand controls,
and a sharp eye and iron nerve.
Fingers flicked through the stack
of discharge papers -- so many, many pages.
So many soldiers lost, never to fight again.
They could not afford to let slip even one
who might be retained, somehow,
to face the front line once more.
Far less could the war effort spare
one of its best pilots.
So they put Pilot Archer back on the roster,
The Panic Room (A Supernatural One-Shot)“Dean…? Dean?”
The name felt like lead on Sam’s tongue, so thick and heavy that he wasn’t sure if the syllable had actually made it past his lips.
The only reason he was aware of something cutting into his neck was the trail of red that was marking a small pathway against the stark fabric of his shirt. The dark suit and tie that usually accompanied the white-collared look were missing, but he couldn’t remember why.
His brother’s name seemed to drop soundlessly into the dark space before him. Everything felt heavy. Dull. Maybe he was dreaming.
But dreams shouldn’t smell of dust and abandonment. They shouldn’t be framed by cobwebs and wallpaper so aged that their floral design has faded into funeral bouquets. They shouldn’t have flickering candlelight and robed figures looking down on you.
No, dreams shouldn’t be like that.
But Winchesters don’t have dreams. They have nightmares. Sam smile
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